i can't translate the feeling whole. i think of the solid heavy earthbound shape. and sandblasting the inside sounds like a dynamo, like the tower is a monster,  reverberating, a golem building created entirely from inanimate matter, to save the south side and make it like a real millennial city, a city in a park, the commons re-created like a golem, an expression of the renegade spirit, man made, made up, and the fog, it disappears almost, and it reappears. when it reappears it feels unreal. it doesn't go away. the feeling i can't translate.