so i think about interiority and some may laugh and say oh brother if i think of interiority in the sense of a dog like if i sense a dog's inner life which is outward and people might not acknowledge they may think dogs to dogs and people to people with obvious overlap. and then r. says something about how a story from life might be missing a detail that makes it felt and lacking that the story is strangely and sadly muted. i may miss a lot of details but i will try to make a record. i feel it may matter to someone and the dogs.