with the sense of life passing things pass through without comment and idle know why some things do elicit comment but it's not quite by their import alone. there's something other than that. not will-o-the-wisp but kind of like that. to an extent you can choose, we want to choose, but we don't choose everything. in fact that would be boring. i think we discover things by a certain disposition that is a confluence of happenstance and intuition and guided by ghosts as well. we act like we reason, but if we reason it's as spirits in the material world. what is wrecking the world is extraction, and reasoning for money.

i started out to say we saw two films, the truffle hunters, and atlantis. the truffle hunters is marvelous, the dogs and their people, they're so intensely alive yet they're hidden, like truffles. and atlantis is about a lost civilization, not in mythic times, but now. it's bleak, but also beautifully made, crafted with great feeling and vision, i'd say.   

and i finished harrow. it went in and sunk. i won't try to illuminate it. the word says it. like number 11, i always see harrow. 

now i've started the life and work of andrei tarkovsky. it's dreamwork. it's different for every watcher. i may relate some aspect of it or maybe i won't.