today sky. there were fire trucks and a helicopter hovering by the lake. i read a review about an archeological documentary filmed in a house in new jersey a grandma passed and left full of things to dig through and roominate on. it may be precious or gross, idle know from the review, reviews often totally don't get it. but since we'll forget by tomorrow what's the dif or why bother because it's fun anywho what's it matter if you remember or forget. you gotta be here now anyway, there are atoms floating around space right now that were your grandmother, as alan lightman says, or said, did he pass? no he's still here, why did i think he might have passed, because a lot of people are passing, ones who wrote things about passing and space and inertia and molecules, they're out there maybe even if they still have a body, motes, molecules, words.