my flip phone camera has lasted longer than my last two cameras. this waterproof camera died by drowning and partially came back to life. today it got stuck in zoom mode and these may be the last pictures, except, maybe it still will work in micro mode.
i do get moribund. one thing, i used to get so moribund i couldn't communicate at all and i would stare into the fire, if there was one, like up in the shack in b.c., stare until my eyes were seared, trying to burn up my dark thoughts. i'm not happy about being oppressive, but i think i am able to communicate that now, and some more things. there's a lot of dark to process living in a rather dark world. rather than add to yours, i'd like to think that some dark things could be shared and felt in common, and released.