if you think you're crazy you may not be so crazy. you may be a screen for crazy projection either from individuals you happen to encounter or from the culture you happen to be living within. be aware that there are projections everywhere and all the time. just be aware and look directly at crazy things. these are the things worth studying. if you don't see the difference of crazy things they all merge into one and the projections may then come from within as well as without you. try to be in but not of the crazy projections that can make you crazy gnome sane. there is a balance achieved when you have definition. the only balance possible in the world of chaotic projection and deadly imbalance is in recognizing things as they are and not being the projection and the screen of a culture of chaos and annihilation.