i wrote that i wish we could just stop the war machine and uncle jack said "we are watching". and i thought maybe he means we are watching the war machine but then i thought was that a cryptic note? i don't want to get too angsty but it sure does feel creepy in the forsaken country. reminds me of the creepy song, "god is watching us" they used to play at the village thrift. in the village i could just put my earphones and play black sabbath or phil ochs, or indignantly split the scene. we can't split this scene.