i cant bereave it, i almost lost my phone again. i was out in the frozen dog yard with charlie when i realized. when i got home it was nowhere. i went back to the dog yard. nothing. i went to the midway. it would be buried in snow. i retraced my lulu walk, feeling futile. i almost went to the dollar store to get a new one and thought i should complete the walk and then i had a flash of the blue chair with the seat cover. i saw myself flip the cover back and thought maybe the phone was by my right thigh and it was now in the fold. when i looked there it was. strange that i had to walk all my walks again for the image to appear in my mind. i'm still lucky. addled, but lucky.