i'm ever a dog boy and a cat man now. yes i am smitten by the kitten. it's a need unlike the old lust for bottled spirits. the kid keeps on feeding my sober soul. so i can wonder about human depravity. how can it get so bad that we have to pay and pay for the criminal state to wage democratic genocide. it's murder in other places but it's psychological terror at home. home? the obamachron is the home front of the encroaching terror state across the street. the home we have is ever within.