i called bug. i just wanted to make sure he's ok. i think i have to put bug on pause. he's got a pad now. i trust he's relatively safe. at least he's not riding the trains. he keeps talking about the immigrants, they're eating pets, they're raping people. then he says it's the one percent that runs the world. he recognizes that the rich are destroying the planet, but he still blames the immigrants. anyway, i know he was living in the urban wild for many years, and a lot happens to people to make them the way they are, and i know there are multitudes that are powerless in the scheme of things and blame the ones that are even weaker than them. it's unbearable. i just can't bear to hear it.