you don't know how much time you have truth is you don't have time you're simply alive. in three days i'll be sixty-two and i remember vaguely when my father was sixty-two, i'm always vague on age, i had to think just now if i'm sixty-two or three and my brother just turned sixty-four and his doctor said he'd be dead at sixty-three so i remember i'm two years behind him though i didn't have a doctor and didn't get an expiration date by the time my father was seventy-two he was expired.