here's the first post of the new puter. i'm going to try to not get crumbs and smut on this one. i shant get fustrated at myself and curse it. 

i picked my birthday solstice rune. it's the blank rune. at first i felt a little drop in my solar plexus, but it's a good rune. it goes like this:

blank is the end, blank the beginning. this is the rune of total trust. 

the appearance of this rune can portend a death, but 

that death is usually symbolic.  

here the unknowable informs you that it is in motion in your life.

in that blankness is held undiluted potential.

at the same time both pregnant and empty, this rune comprehends

the totality of being, all that is to be actualized.

drawing the blank rune may bring to the surface our deepest fears: 

will i fail? will i be abandoned? will it all be taken away?

and yet our highest good, our truest possibilities and all our fertile 

dreams are held within that blankness.

willingness and permitting are what this rune requires, 

for how can you exercise control over what is not yet in form?

the blank rune often calls for no less an act of courage 

than an empty-handed leap into the void.

drawing it is a direct test of faith.

the unknowable represents the path of karma — the sum total

of your actions and their consequences, the lessons that are yours 

for this lifetime.

and yet this rune teaches that the very debts of old karma shift 

and evolve.

nothing is predestined: what beckons is the creative power 

of the unknown.

when you draw the blank rune take heart: 

know that the work of self-change is progressing in your life.