i keep going through the past and i keep going around and around while trying to go forward and i'm still in the first year of posts, though there was another lost diary before and one as good as lost i lost the address of but i won't talk of that and it's humiliating enough though sometimes funny and i see why people said you should stick to pictures. anyway i just wanted to make a little book of mister, not get stuck in the past, and like a dream i'm not, i can just say to myself you're dreaming, all you need do is wake up and start again.