i'm so anxious, if you're wondering why

i seem cagey, or weird, 

distracted, aloof, catatonic,

so many things can make you anxious when you think of what is being done. when you think of destruction near and far away, cataclysm makes me catatonic sometimes, and when i stop thinking it all falls down in dream and the unconscious bed, and i wake up anxious, and i have to carry on, and make my appointed rounds, i have to walk my anxiety just as i walk the dogs. speaking of whom i must go meet.