did i post this? anyway it keeps coming up so here it is or here it is again. mister seems to have something showing up on his spleen. he has cataracts. he becomes dearer to me every day. i lifted him over the crack he was straddling. i remember when he was young and able, but nervous climbing around the rocky parts. he became confident and went everywhere i did. now he looks at me with memory of all we've done together, and asks for a little help.