got latex gloves, 8 white, 2 black, a foot-soak tub, and 2 pints hydrogen peroxide at the dollar store. the latex gloves feel creepy, like i'm a lab experimenter. but i can type and use my touch pad without vaselining my laptop. it's not just the gloves. i feel creepy anyway. i feel my own body is alienated. i become the alien in my own skinny home. 

 i laugh and cry at the same time. you might not see me either way.