are lost souls just ghosts that still have bodies? i bet i could think better under water, if i could breathe. i never felt i belonged anywhere, so caves and swamps and underwater grottoes always appealed to me. i would go where no one could see me, and if not i would be unseen, effaced. i thought i could relate only to animals and the closest to me, by one letter u, ha, was dogs. however, i have wondered about that too. i could say these things under water or to a dog, or a shrink, but that gets back to the human dilemma. dogs is free.