in the spring was much of a darkness. i thought i am a dark spring. i make this. from the dark water i make this spring. i think in all weather i must like to suffer.  i must like all weather like a dog might if a dog likened to suffer, otherwise most of it is bad weather. we must like it. me and you. only because we are together. somehow. i'm speaking for you 
i'm sorry it is my ownly voice.