i was wondering what k. was doing and did he go away. he wrote last night at 2am: 
it's ok. i passed the whole afternoon on point. even square stone blocks are divine. 

at the same time as i was rubbing my face in the softness of mister and scrutinizing bugs with my macro lens. k. did not say he wondered what i was doing and did i go away. there are some differences between me and k.