i ain't so good at reading people sometimes. often i'm mystified. i'm pretty protected because of that. but sometimes i feel totally unprotected. energy is strong but vulnerable. it can get drained so many ways.

i've thought about how mister is with people, thought he was often rather indiscriminate, going up to anyone open and trusting, loving. but then i notice sometimes he is distant, he turns away, he's inward, protected. he may be communicating subtly and i need to pay attention to him especially then.