i met a guy, k. in the park today sitting with sam and he went with me and copp to pebble beach. i'm cloudy and i don't know what it means, but one result is i found this rock shop i ride by every day and never saw. k. said he materialized things, and it was as if he had materialized this shop, and this vibrant mama inside who sold me this wonderful stone lingam, and a did a stone yoni dance when i picked a yoni stone for r. 
check k.'s site if you want, solutionsforall.zohosites.com.
mama said he's a mystery man, and r. and i thought that too, there's no personal information at all on the site, and he wouldn't give his contact to me, though he took all of mine. so we will see. at least i found mama. oh, mama.