i lost yesterday's blog. i suppose it was unwieldy. it was heartbreaking, but my heart was already contracted and frostbit like my big left toe, so it may have been a small heartbreak. but that's all it takes now. i ain't got much to go on. then i unloaded the camera from yesterday and that cricket picture made a comeback from summer and made me smile. from summer. how do these things work? i will never know so i call it mystical.