people wanna control you and curb your dog too.

people lost try to give other people bad direction.

most of us don't want to change. we keep on being ourselves. versions of ourselves. but what happens when an event occurs that is catastrophic, that you just change from one day to the next?

we change from the known person to an unknown person, so when you look in the mirror, you recognize the person that you were, but the person inside the skin is a different person.

so that when you go outside the world is the same, but now you are a different person, and you have to renegotiate your position in the world.

                                                                                                      nick cave

yesterday we saw a hummingbird sip a flower and head out to sea through the wild wind and over the waves. the feeling i get when i see a hummingbird always joins the feeling i got when i found one on my pillow by the window with the white plum trees chorus beyond.

i don't believe in the narrative anymore.
                                                                              nick cave

i feel so emotional.

can we give ourselves the gift of time or is it only given.