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| bread for play. |
Saturday, August 1, 2015
Friday, July 31, 2015
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| i want to become a spirit. i realize that's my only ambition, and all the vain bullshit of trying to get on with human society was just that. i really just wanted to be a spirit all along, though i didn't have spirit parents and that's why i get lost in this world of bodies. i'm also back to reading the yonomami book, the sky is falling, and wondering how they would access the spirits without the forest, the trees being the conduits. well surely it can be done in the city, though it's full of ghost bodies. |
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| well mon frere we're not exackly free but we're lucky dogs, and there will always be the odd righteous bitch in the parks. |
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| goddam camera is near dead i push the goddam button and it just beep like a fuckin pipsqueek or takes a picture later when it feels like it and the puet i got from laughing dog electronics is popping screws and the fuckin cd tray jams ah anyway i wanted this blog to be story and spirit and shit and it's so fuckin moribund isaw a heron right before my eyes against a lustrous upsweep of rain and cloud over water and my fuckin pentax preferred not. i am a bartleby i don't need a bartleby camera. |
Thursday, July 30, 2015
my puter was stuffed and i had to trash thousands of pictures and now i can continue. it got easier the more i deleted and i got into it and think i'll continue weeding as i go rather than try to save it all for no future. i feel lighter even though it's only lighter in ether and mentality.
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| i saw colors, a lowering seething sea at eye level.. comet jumped in the fountain scaring a 2.5 year old and the roly poly mamacita threatened me with the police this after i said ok and kept comet away. she reinforced and increased the child's fear, instead of calming her, made herself apoplectic, and struck fear in my heart too. she was so violent i didn't even think of trying to assuage the situation. hate engenders hate. |
Wednesday, July 29, 2015
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