god, i love when olive smiles at me. we have a big storm this morning. i'm not going to the farmers market. i'm resting with olive. my knee i believe is actually healing. olive was watching the lightning and running around the apartment so excited by the storm. now she's sleeping in r.'s place. cat sleep is so sweet and healing. the body wants to heal. the world wants to heal. sentient life wants to quell the violence and the celebration of hate. healing is my word of the day, every day, from now on.