reading the mourner's bestiary. life history through animals. loss of, presence of, continuance. check in with freedom flotilla, the ship disappears. find it again on garmin live track, near alexandria. what kind of record can we keep? a record of the lost. a mourner's bestiary. record of life. water log. prayer to nature and apology for what we lost. inadvertence and determination. to stay the course with detours of course. in blind faith we are on course.