my sister wrote she just watched chaos about the manson family murders and she recalls watching rosemary's baby 8 months pregnant. what's born of chaos. a study of life. jasper had his stick gallery show. i recall pushing him faster and faster in his stroller running down a bumpy dirt path on the lakefront, both of us crying. 2 decades and 6 decades on, and doggone it, we're still running down the neural pathways, we're still here.