sunday. the camp is still holding space, peace. benny was intrigued. friedl still in heart ward limbo, the insurance won't pay for rehab. i went to visit barb and get montmorency cherries, talked about election and collapse, insurrection and genocide, lilies of the valley and instant coffee, dreaming and death. then i left without cherries, so i can go back. cinco de mayo in the rotunda to avoid. things to avoid, things to attend.