i had a dream of mom. she was standing in a doorway with an anxious frustrated face. she had a piece of paper she was trying to write something out on. there was a word and then a blank line. it didn't make sense. it looked like hangman. then later she seemed to be clearer, but i think i was trying to dream her into the clear. all this paper for my little lens, and penny didn't tear it up like she used to.