i read about the terrene feeling, like the oceanic feeling but in relation to the ground. it's how i feel when i look down into the abyss of the obamachron, a lurching, plummeting feeling of repulsion and attraction, disgust and fascination. i've been going back and forth from the water and waves to the destruction of the park. i make a point of staring at the building corruption once a day. every day it's too much, but the next day i have to go see what they've done.