walking around the bell tower listening to the bells i felt high & said to lulu i like it when i feel high w/out drugs & she was likely thinking heh, i feel that way all a time. coincidentally back home r. decided to dump all the old hard alcohol except the gin which she still has a taste for & we drained all the bottles & i didn't feel sad, fact i never liked the smell or the feeling of alcohol infusion, tho i still partake of the divine fungi when i'm so favored and don't mind the odd cannabis gummy if i do.