4:28 ayem. the wind howls at full moon and my stomach gurgles discontent. went to a zoom room meeting of people who want to save the park and i blurted some words and felt embarrassed. decided again i can't go to meetings and the park can't be saved. it's conceded to the developers. the park is a concession. all we have is our disgust and our resistance. the park will be privatized and surveilled, the neighborhood will be gentrified. money will be generated for the money makers. the rest will seek solace in the tracts of green space left undeveloped for now. we're practically as defenseless as the trees.