the thing is we don't know what is a lie for money and what is true, or a deadly variant of the truth. i think truth comes from tree and the trees gets whacked at the base or ripped out by the roots.

you want to believe in something real but the culture is pervasive and invasive and the whole thing is a made up thing. 

yeah, we have to do something, even rejecting the narrative of power, we're still in the narrative, trying to maintain our little autonomy, our inner integrity, in a shifting, undermined, extracted, abject, unsettled, occupied and colonized landscape.