sadderday. it's spose to be warmer but the wind howls and the kitchen windows crystallize. i did preserve the book inland sea. it wasn't where it use to be but it was there, at the bottom of a three foot stack. it's a beautiful book i can finally appreciate. i say i had a lousy sleep but i don't know why, i don't remember, probly just my brain. even if it's the end of organized life it will continue disorganized whatever and lots of people are really getting their groove on. r. finished my scarf before spring so i can wear it while winter lasts. i always think this is my last winter while it lasts on and i know it's not the last but it'll end in winter that's when i was born on the briefest day sixty years ago.