i just went insane. i lost a glove. i snapped them together after lulu and then had one. i retraced our walk and got heavier and more frustrated every step. the bike tires and my boots loaded with mud. the glove could be flying in the air along with a jet stream of debris the wind is insane. i put the bike on the fire escape there was so much mud. stupid stupid. my bike was locked out on the fire escape, i couldn't get the door open, some vacuum lock thing. i had a meltdown on the phone, r., i think i'm going out of my mind. penny's moaning at me, i'm hungry and insane, the wind i say is driving me mad. it must be more than wind. maybe the wind plus the cries of a billion animals dead down under, maybe the madness of the king, i think what if the wind was fire, what if it was nuclear ash, i know i'm not really insane i just get freaked out and act that way but like a neighbor said the weather is terrifying, and he's a young strong kid.
the prime minister of australia was in hawaii while his country burned. the president was golfing while he murdered.
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