seven walks would have been easy once. i could have had five today. mary gave me chocolate covered strawberry thank you's for extra walks thinking she was resuming this morning, but she couldn't throw the ball so comet was bummed and it was a good thing i came. walking this morning with blossoms blowing in the soft spring wind i think i should feel better, but one doesn't feel like one should.
i feel the weight of all the things i should do and must do and have neglected to do, and i say most of this is just showing up, but taking care is more than just showing up. things need taking care of. i'm one of these things, and sad to say i get tired of putting one foot after another and i must inspire myself to take care of myself.