Friday, March 8, 2019

my heart sinks. i was up in the night worried about my feet. r. is leaving wednesday for months, and it appears i'm in a fungal relapse. 
so when mister ate shit i was even more upset than i usually would be. any kind of shit but human would not be as bad. something about eating human shit really flips my lid. i almost couldn't look at him and kept saying it's ok mister i'll shake it off, but like the fungus that colonized me, i could not. i feel so bad about mister i could cry. i put him on the leash and he looked so sad i could cry. maybe it will fade with the day. 
what about my feet? what in the world is gonna happen to me?

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