i wished i could read in bed today. but my brain goes to sleep and then i can't sleep. i got to go out and tire my body you know. 
yeah, i know, i can't read but i know, i got to use my brain a lot to know stuff and tire my body out too else i go nuts. you know there's more love than hate, as r. says and though the hate sucks so much energy. love may not conquer hate but love will find ways to live even on a planet of mercenary hate.