it's easier to do something you're not used to doing than to not do something you're used to doing. it's not easy to do nothing well. doing too many things may dull the wits. not doing things may be as hard as or harder than doing things to explain. one gets the feeling that while many things are done with no explanation nothing is ever done, really. one sometimes gets the feeling if one could just do one thing then everything would be alright. in the end one has to believe one can do something real and until that time one must do something or nothing.