i fell out of bed and caught myself with my right foot. i fell out of a dream. jasper cat was freaked. i laughed. my foot rescued me falling out of sleep. we saw a film last night about climbing el capitan, falling over and over to climb the massive face, the climber who pushed his abductor in kazakhstan off a mountain, thought he died, much later found he lived, it felt later than it should be, it's daylight slavings time, a hard waking dark wind keening on the edge of building space.