funny, when john asked me to have a friday drink i said i can but only non-alc, and directly feel abashed, after all this time, like i can't just say yes juice please. funny because i never felt part of things by drinking, in fact i was more apart, yet i feel a non-drinker apart, when i am more together, and people really don't mind, and in fact praise. well, anyway, it's a funny thing. i said sorry for the caveat, i mean a drink's a drink, right? it's funny too, i make so many more pictures now i don't take drinks.
can you see the difference, john? i know you didn't know me then. i mean the pictures. i think maybe i think too much about things trying to think what are the things that need thinking and matter while i continually endeavor to let the things that matter not go. oy.
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