picked a film called bal (honey) from the library unknown, having picked anothey film called honey and also spirit of the beehive for tonight. r. has not seen it. i call her honey, so it's a theme going on. bal is the 3rd of a trilogy but as it happens the trilogy is in reverse chronology, so the man becomes the boy by then. now we can meet the youth and the man. which ever comes up. 
bal is a mountain dream i wanted to fly into and live in, the lush forests, the sounds. the beautiful attentive quiet boy becomes a guide to the quiet mystery of his life in the forest with the bees in the trees and i just wanted to stay there with him watching him, watching over him, watching over him as a surrogate me. it is a dream, and his dream, yet it becomes yours as you watch, and it's real, and things are happening that are mysterious and dark also. 
after we see spirit, and after the rest of the trilogy, i want to go back there, to the beginning, in the lush green forest, to the birds singing and the honey dripping from the tall trees.