you may feel philosophical today and experience a deeper wisdom about your life. that's what my horoscope says. i may feel it. you may feel it too. i feel sad about mom, and i hope she feels safe and not afraid. i just hope she's ok. she taught me to love plants and animals, yet she's a mystery. i guess i am too. maybe all of us are mysteries. i understand the natural world but the human world is more than a mystery, it's not natural, it's insane. and yet who can say. maybe it just has to be this way. mom gave us a beginning in this insane world. we just have to continue living our lives, in solidarity, in love and gratitude.