affection for this world. today susan talked about generosity, the first paramita. how do we reach the other shore, sanity, from this one of insanity. we reflect on the last year and begin a new one. my heart aches for this world. the ache is love. sentience is generosity and connection to our own true richness. the connection may get interrupted, but the richness is still there. let the zionist go his own way. there's nothing to be gained from the anger but grief, and i already have that. good grief is part of the richness.