it's a good day to ponder

it's a good day to focus on what you feel like attending not concerned with accomplishment. with accomplishing. today or in the past. not about accomplishing but doing not with any end in mind. i'm not going anywhere! what a blessing. up here with the cats and r. each doing our thing in harmony. my rune about emotions is true, my emotions have been crazy. wait, what did my rune say? oh it was about making space, and protection. the elk's antlers, like a fuzzy branching chandelier of the head. the aura around that head, whoa. and the quiet sedge grass, which i think is like dune grass, which describes a perfect circle around itself. the zen monks try to perfect that with an ink brush for years, never worrying about perfection, always perfecting the perfect circle, without attainment. protection. protection is not killing coyotes, building walls, space wars, idiot precedents. i feel peaceful in a quietly excited mood. what you attend is true. you can be creative doing nothing in particular. you might be most content resting on next to nothing. i guess that means in some sense playing or being creative or simply looking and pondering. i looked back at the blog for the bernie silkscreen but it doesn't matter, i found everything else! i don't look back not philosophically but i do assume or have at times assumed embarrassment is lurking back there, a virtual me saying see? well i saw and i was impressed! hooda thunkit. now i wonder if it's my future that is embarrassing. ha, but i'm not even there! so...
it's a good day to ponder. isn't it cool that ponder is like pond? when you look at a pond you naturally ponder, right?  
to be honest i never think of accomplishing anything. you can do a lot i think of what you would do naturally and still be lazy and happy. happy doesn't mean la-la but engaged, even in lollygagging, or pondering. if your mind wants to collage your spirit, so be it! gnome sane.