shit, sarah, i got lost again, i had a stupid fight again, so strange. what was the show at blanc? lala's having the butter elbow animation fest of course i'm missing that. cuz i'm lost. i wanted a hard cider today, bad. i wanted to be bad cuz i'm lost anyway. it doesn't matter i feel. how do we matter? i just wanna watch a movie and sleep. start again tomorrow. tomorrows a new day. shit, sarah, somehow it went wrong again today.