i got drunk with bobby coscarelli in a dream last night and i felt so guilty and so relieved to wake up sober and far in years from bobby coscarelli and those drunken dreams past. 
i thought how like life dreams are though, we keep trying to wake up, or put ourselves to bed and dreamless sleep, but we keep have these bad dreams, for no reason, or for everything at once, the cos keeps ghosting my dreams. all the stuff i cannot change.