our friend rocket-ma said she prefers animals to people now. i said yeah, me too, and then rocket snapped at mister.

i had a rocking sea of toothpain in my little cluttered eyrie last night a and paced for hours til finally i think the wal-dryl eased me off to sleep. 
how pain focuses me
on the very terrified essential fact of its presence. how small i child.

 last night my pain made me want to die.