yesterday i found my fortune cookie fortune walking fen and it says You are domestically inclined and will be happily married, ha. then the other side: Speaking Chinese-- No, it isn't. Bui dui. a word to the wise for those like me who think they may be(going) crazy: no matter how crazy you is just look at this society, this democracy of control repression and murder. you couldn't posssibly get any crazier than this civilization, so relax, ha.

we don't thrive on indirection, we just get by.