i'm down to two readers and i vow again to not track numbers. when somebody says, ya gotta do it for yourself, that's only after you see no one is there. anyway i'm assured it matters to two people, and i apologize if and when it sucks and in no way rewards their patience.

on the subject of memory evermore subjective suzanne suggested i be careful what i wish for and i wondered, can wishing erase memory? i might want to erase the burdens of memory but i'd wish to preserve the sweetness. then though, my memory may be becoming like that of the dog, which i imagine to be sweetness and essence. and love, id never want to forget the always present memory of love, or bury it like an old bone.

fall, fall again

present in the memory of a dog

startagain

tunnel eyes

well, here we are.